parApply的输出与我的输入不同

I am still quite new to r (used to program in Matlab) and I am trying use the parallel package to speed up some calculations. Below is an example which I am trying to calculate the rolling standard deviation of a matrix (by column) with the use of zoo package, with and without parallelising the codes. However, the shape of the outputs came out to be different. I am still quite new to r (used to program in M